Wednesday, August 11, 2004

bad bad bad bad bad

Grandma came in early crying and said she wanted to die. I didn't know what to do so I called mom. Mom came over and they spent hours going on and on how it's all my fault. I need so bad to cut and bleed. I'm trying not to. Harmony and Dawggy are helping me follow a list. I don't even want to live. I need away from my family and this house. I need a fresh start with no one telling me everyday how bad I am.


Harmony said...

Yes you do need a new start. What they are doing to you is abuse. They need help too. But you need to get your ass to that caseworker and get some stuff in motion. Love you, Harmony


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