Tuesday, June 29, 2010


My computer is a piece of crap which I'm sure is my fault since every computer I've ever had was a piece of crap.  I sent it to Toshiba and they sent it back without really doing anything.  All they did was reset it to windows vista AGAIN.  Not helpful.  We'd done that twice already without solving anything.  I just give up.  On everything.  I'm so fed up and broken.  Life just plain sucks.  Every day and every night I wish I could just die, cease to exist.  I'm not good enough and I just make life harder on everyone.

I don't have that option tho.  I'm stuck here on this earth in this life going through the motions.  It sucks but life sucks.  That's just how it goes.

I'm sick of feeling like i'm begging just to get someone to spend a tiny bit of time with me.  No one has time to deal with me.   i dont know what to do anymore