Sunday, July 9, 2006


I hate spiders. I found a big one crawling between my toes and a small white one on my arm within a few minutes of each other. I know they were real. I've been seeing spiders all over my room and feel them crawling on me.

My mom had a melt down today because we don't help her enough. I went in my room and cut myself. I still want to cut more. I want to cut the spiders away. I want to cut the feelings away. I want to make the world go away, even if it's just for a short while.

I'm supposed to register online tommorrow (well today now that its almost 12:30am) for Citrus. I'm also supposed to see my therapist at nine am. I don't know if I should skip therapy and register or just register later. I'll let it depend on what time I get woke up in the morning. Sandye and a busser both said I should skip therapy and register at nine so I'm sure to get my classes. I don't know what to do.



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