Just sitting here

Mom is giving Hannah a bath and is going to give Daniel a bath when she's done. I should take a shower but I'll wait til everyone is asleep. That's what I usually do. I'm feeling kinda numb today. Not really depressed but not happy either. Just blah.

I've been to Disneyland Resort 5 times in the last two weeks. I'm not burn out on it yet. I can't wait to go again to the happiest place on earth. I always have fun there and it gets me away from my messy room. Going to Disneyland wears me out totally tho. That's the only downside, how tired and achey I feel the next day, but it's worth it.

I've been biting my fingernails a lot lately and I know this sounds childish but I sometimes suck on my thumb or finger. It relaxes me. I don't do it all the time, just once in a while.

I haven't been doing very good on my diet. Today I've eaten a Rollo, an Andes' mint, 2 coblets of corn, and french fries. I'm trying to stick to a 1200 calorie/day diet but it's so hard to turn down the sweats. It's really hard to go out and not buy stuff, like a churro or ice cream at Disney.