Thursday, June 8, 2006

I can't take anymore of grandma's bitching

I'm crying. I can never do anything good enough so why should I even try to do anything in the first place, since I'm just going to do it wrong or not good enough. I hate my life. I feel guilty when I leave the house for any reason, grandma makes sure of that. I want to cut soooo bad. I'm trying to at least wait until everyone goes to bed first tho. I don't know if I can go that long. I can't stop bawling.

I don't know what to do. I just can't take it anymore. I just want to die so I never have to do anything wrong again.


Anonymous said...

hey there--
I don't have anything deep or wonderful to say, but I know that it's nice to know that someone is actually reading what you put out there.

so, hi.


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