Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Lasted a week

I cut today. It was the first time I SI'd in a week. I want to SI more. Everyone in my house has been in a bad (angry) mood. I just couldn't stand the way I was feeling and I gave in and cut.

My mom told me today that she's looking for a place to move to and grandma said when she moves I have to move out too. I need to talk to Grace. I need out of this house sooner rather than later. I can't take much more of this life here in this house. Everyone walks on eggshells around here. Everything anyone does pisses off grandma or mom or both. I just wish I could die.



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