Tuesday, September 18, 2007

I HATE cataloging!

I'm so lost. I hate the book. It's falling apart everytime I change the page. I hate the time of the class (8am-who knows when every damned saturday). I don't understand the assignments. I emailed the teacher asking for help. She emailed me back telling me to look at the book. I DID LOOK AT THE BOOK! I've already SI'd twice today. I want to cut again. I want to bleed pretty again. I want to cry crimson and stop the crystal tears that keep coming unexpectedly. I just wish I could die and not have to worry about the future. I hate thinking about the future. I can't do it without getting upset. I can't think about the past either without getting upset.



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