freaked out

Everything is upsetting me tonight. small things. like dawggy teasing me. i freaked out on him and logged off and went to bed and cried and cut and cried some more. I dont know whats wrong with me tonight. i was fine earlier. just all of the sudden i'm a complete and utter MESS. i hate myself. I'm talking to dawggy now and he's helping me with a list so hopefully that'll help me feel better.