August 27

*rubs eyes*
It’s 1:40pm.  I slept until almost one, when mom called.  After she hung up I laid here and tried to get back to sleep for a while.  Now my eyes are still sleepy.  I just swallowed 2 Tylenol and my 2pm Buspar.  I’m supposed to take the Tylenol 4 times a day but I usually forget.  

Today is Saturday.  I don’t know if I’m going to karaoke tonight or not.  I might go since I don’t have any internet and am bored at night (and during the day too!).  I don’t really have the money to go though.  Marcie isn’t going.  

It’s 3:30pm now.  I just got off the phone with Harmony.  We talked for quite a while.  I talked to Danielle briefly before that.  I’ve decided to go ahead and go to karaoke since I’m so bored at home without the internet.  

It’s 5:18pm now.  Harmony and Dawggy’s internet is down also so none of our votes will be used this weekend.  I keep yawning.  I’ve tried to take a nap but couldn’t fall asleep.  I don’t know what to do with myself.  I feel depressed and I want to cut myself.  I feel kinda anxious.  I’m only a little bit congested today.  

*sigh*
I’m lonely.  I’m tired.  I’m frustrated with myself for not accomplishing anything.  I’m anxious.  I’m depressed.  I keep thinking bad thoughts.  The inside people are noisy today.