trigger

Life sucks. I hate myself. I cut my leg just one cut but I cut it in the same spot several times and it's on the front of my leg and stings a bit. It's not on a fatty part of my leg. I just want to die. I'm tired of living. I'm tired of being miserable. I'm tired of being told the inside people are not real. I'm tired of hating myself. I'm tired of hurting my friends and family. Sometimes I think the one big hurt of my death would be better than the many little hurts I cause by living. I'm to chicken shit to kill myself tho. I'm afraid I'd screw it up again and just make things worse again. It don't really matter, I'm going to hell either way. Dear Lord, please let it end soon...