depressed, urgy, and lonely

I hate myself and I want to die. I screw everything up. I am trying so hard not to cut but I just have to do it. It's either cut or OD. cutting has no permanent effects. OD would end it and I can't do that cuz I'd hurt my friends and family.

Everyone is aggravated with me. It's all my fault. I can't do anything right. I can't even make it to class.

Dear Lord,

please take me home. i love you. in Jesus name I pray.

Amen