Tuesday, December 11, 2007

depression and a toothache

I've been depressed today. I couldnt even get myself to care enough today to get my meds let alone go to IOP. I went to mom's house, found a box, and mailed Dawggy and Harmony's Christmas presents, but didn't even do that until like 4pm. I just hid in bed all day. Sleeping, tossing and turning, staring at the wall. I want to cut. I want to die. I just don't care any more. I have so much homework right now but I just can't make sense of any of it tonight. It's due this saturday. Theres so much to do and I can't do it at IOP cuz I have to use the internet.


I went to class tonight. We got our notebooks back. I got an A+ which helped some. I've had a toothache tonight. I've taken ibuprofen but it still hurts. I had no problems until the dentist filled the cavity, and now it hurts. Why is that? It was a little sensitive before. Now it's still sensitive but hurts and makes my whole jaw and head hurt tonight.



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