Tuesday, December 11, 2007

yet again

I couldn't get up and I missed IOP. I've had a bad headache for a couple days now and a toothache. I went down there at like 2:30 and talked to Ricardo and got my meds from Gabby. I have to go tomorrow. After the clinic I dragged myself to wal-mart to get computer paper and flavored water. I want to cut so bad. I don't know how much longer I can keep from doing it tonight. I don't know why I bother to try not to cut. I usually end up doing it anyways. And it seems the more I try not to cut the more I end up cutting in the end.



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