Headphones turned up high...

Trying to drown out both inside and outside. Wanting to hurt myself, to cut and bleed but don't know why. Feeling aggravated and irritable for no real reason I can identify.

The most we accomplished was writing a paper for Zachary. Heh, and we mainly just reworded an article I found on "The Cold War." Three page paper spit out in I think it was like an hour if not less. Not sure. Time is confusing.

Frustrated. Don't know how to focus. Don't want to lose any more time. It's scary and confusing.