Saturday, November 3, 2007


I don't really have anything to say. I just turned off my TV and turned on music. I'm currently listening to Hero by Darren Hayes. it's 12am and I'm a little hot. I feel very depressed and lonely tonight. I am disappointed in myself for not making it to class. I hate myself. I always have. I probably always will. I cut my stomach today and now I want to cut my legs. I need to bleed. I need to cry crimson.

I feel so hopeless. So empty. So alone. Even when I'm with people, talking to people I still feel lonely and lost and confused. I'm scared. I might fail cataloging and I can't deal with that. I don't know what to do anymore.



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