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My room and my mind are always in a constant state of dissarray. When I'm depressed, which is where I am now, I have so little energy and so little motivation to get things done. Things fall, I leave them where they fall. Laziness.
When I'm manic I have more tantrums, throwing things, and just don't care. I don't stay on one thing long enough to do much more than catch up from where I left off, not long enough to really get much done. Start dozens of things and finish few if any.