*sigh*

I spend every day pretending to be fine. I hide the depression from almost everyone. I get so tired sometimes. It takes a lot to be "happy". It takes a lot to even get out of bed. The only thing that seems to keep me out of bed is talking to Harmony and Dawggy. I try to get to the clinic all 4 times a week that I'm supposed to be there but it is so hard to get and stay out of bed that early in the day and for that long. I just want to hide from the world. I want to hide so that I don't have to pretend to be fine and laugh at all the jokes. I am sorry I'm not what you want me to be...