not a great day. feeling anxious and crappy now. it's 5am now?! Well then school was yesterday (thursday). i don't remember large sections. i know i was seeing him and no one else saw him. i know after comperclass i wans't me and we had to cut. i know europa was mad cuz she coudlnt give blood. for lunch we ordered pizza and went to stephanies house. afterward we went to sav-on and i bought easter candy that was really cheap and a pina colada. yeah, i was drinking alcohol (AT SCHOOL!) not alot i am drinking the drink now. hoping it slows my racing heart. i couldn't stay awake in library class. i slept on and off for a few hours after i got home too :-/
i hate feeling this way