October 8, 2003

I am NOT Okay.

I didn't think I could [mental illness|feel any worse].

[I Was Wrong]!

[Suicidal|I need help] but there is none for [bluebird_is_sad|me]. I'm beyond help. I can't remember the last time I showered, or brushed my hair or even changed clothes. I feel disgusting. I was [sex is bad|violated] last weekend. [the horny bastard|He] called me yesterday. He wanted me to drive all the way out to his work and "[sexually please|entertain]" him!!! He doesn't get it. No one does. [Please help me|Is there no help for me?]